Holding On To Hope : Blog Tour & Review
Hi everyone! Today, at LYLBTB, we have Sid Love popping in to share a bit about his book (his first book!) Holding On To Hope, and it was a whole lot of fun to read! Check out the excerpt below, as well as Barb’s review. There are also some great prizes up for offer – so be sure to comment on the thread, and click on the Rafflecopter link, also below. Big thanks to Sid for including us, and may there be many more Sid Love Blog Tours in the years to come!
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About the Book
Title : Holding On To Hope
Author : Sid Love
Publisher : Dreamspinner Press (BUY HERE)
Genre : M/M, Paranormal, Vampires
Length : 68 pages (e-book)
Published : February 14, 2014
Bradley Parker has waited twenty years for Mr. Right, and on Valentine’s Day, he finally finds him. It’s love at first sight, and Brad even loses his virginity to the man of his dreams. But when he wakes up the next morning unable to remember anything—even what the man looked like—his best friend, Leslie, is convinced he imagined the whole thing. Brad knows he didn’t make up the best night of his life, but he has no idea of the danger he’s putting himself in as he struggles to recall the details of his perfect man. His search may lead him to parts of New York City he never dreamed existed and a war being waged in the shadows.
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“Okay, remember how I said it is huge?” Brad finally spoke, and Leslie nodded her head to let him know she was all ears. “Well, it is. Last night, something happened, something unimaginable… beyond any of my wildest dreams. I never thought….”
“Brad.” Leslie yawned. “To the point, please. I don’t have all day.”
“Okay, all right! What happened is….” He paused, plastering a big grin on his face. She tried very hard not to roll her eyes, letting him tell her at his own pace. “Last night, my dear, I finally got laid!”
When he broke the news to her, Leslie’s subsequent yawn was cut short by the initial shock she went through. Her body jerked forward, now fully awakened. There wasn’t any amount of caffeine that would have made her feel as lively as she felt at that moment.
This was definitely huge, and not just for Brad. Over the years, Leslie had constantly tried and consequently failed in hooking him up with several guys. Bradley Joseph Parker had the arrogance of a drag queen, she thought. He was too picky when it came to dating and relationships; never wishing to settle for anything less. He dreamt of a guy whose mere presence would take his breath away, who would be so handsome that every girl and every gay guy in the world would yearn to have him in their lives. “Such a guy would only belong to me, holding my hand in a roomful of envious people,” he would say with a smirk. “I would look around and say to them ‘Suck it up, bitches! He is mine!’”
Brad had wasted years with these stupid fantasies, and he had remained a virgin. So Leslie never thought the day would come when Brad’s whining would ever end.
But it had. And Leslie thought she would faint, even with the adrenaline rushing through her veins.
“Wha—?” She became aware of the fact that she had left her mouth hanging open for too long and shut it immediately. A smile crept across her lips, getting bigger by the second, and it turned into a cheek-hurting grin. “Oh my God! Shut up. Seriously?” She quickly sat up, hopping on the bed to cross her legs.
“Very seriously, Les.” Brad’s cute face beamed with wonder and excitement. Leslie couldn’t blame him. She remembered the day she had had sex for the first time, and even though it was a while back, she couldn’t forget the bliss she’d felt after finally losing her virginity or the hunger she felt for getting some more. Leslie was ready to bet that Brad was experiencing similar whirls of emotions in him.
“Last night, on Valentine’s Day…?” she asked.
Brad gave a nod. “On Valentine’s Day.”
“That’s so funny.” Leslie laughed out loud. Even though Valentine’s Day never meant anything to her, something this huge happening to her best friend did force her to consider it a special day. “Okay, you have to tell me everything, dude! Don’t leave out a single detail. I don’t care if it’s too much information. I just have to know. How long has this been going on between you two?”
Brad laughed. “Not too long. I just met him yesterday.”
“And you slept with him already?” Leslie’s mind was drawing up the picture of the perfect guy in her imagination, a guy who had managed to entice someone like Brad in such a short time. She was sure he would be down-to-earth, with an impeccably charming personality. “Way to go! I won’t deny it; I like the spontaneous Brad. Who is this guy, by the way? Do I know him?”
“No, you don’t.” His smile wavered a bit.
“Well, what’s his name?”
Leslie watched him hesitate for a moment. “I… don’t know.”
It took her by surprise.
“I think my devilish side just had a mind-blowing orgasm. You not only have sex with a guy for the first time, but you are also telling me it was simply a one-night stand?” She put her hand over her heart and mockingly said, “Mama Les is so proud of her boy!”
“But Les,” he knitted his eyebrows together as he stood up and came over to sit by her side. He took hold of Leslie’s hand, and she felt his grip tightening when he said, “It wasn’t a one-night stand. Definitely not, uh-uh.” He shook his head, and she immediately wondered if he was trying to convince her or himself. “It was special to me, and I could tell it was special for him too. Why else would he go to extremes to make that night an unforgettable memory? He lit up hundreds of scented candles in the room for me, and there were rose petals all over the bed where we did it.” Leslie didn’t miss the blush forming on his face again as he spoke. “There was champagne, sweet music, and he was a perfect gentleman. He kept asking me if I was sure about this.”
“WOW! Sounds utterly cheesy to me….” Leslie said, although she was quite impressed by all of it and maybe a bit jealous too.
Brad let go of her hand and sighed. “It was damn romantic.”
Leslie moved her gaze around the dorm room, scrutinizing it. “I am guessing it wasn’t here you did it then?” She inquired, turning to face him and watched him slowly crossing his legs like she had.
“No, he took me to his place.” Brad had his mouth open to probably add something more, but he stopped abruptly, scrunched his nose up, and glanced at her with some doubt. “I think it was his place… I don’t know. Where else would he take me?”
Leslie noticed uncertainty, even when he shrugged. What Brad was saying didn’t make any sense to her. “The champagne! Did you have too much of it?”
He frowned. “God, no! Why would I want to give him the impression I’m an idiotic drunkard on our first meeting?”
Of course she didn’t believe him. “Right, says the one who’d put Britney Spears to shame with his underage drinking. Seriously, dude, I’ve had to pick you up in a drunken state from God knows how many parties by now. So don’t shit me by saying you didn’t have any amount of alcohol in you last night.”
Brad reddened and carefully said, “I may have had a little bit of alcohol.”
Typical. Leslie rolled her eyes. “Weren’t you at Ian’s party last night?” She tried to keep her face straight as she asked. The party he had gone to was for all the single men and ladies from their college. Leslie knew exactly how that turned out every year by the end of the night.
He gave a nod in reply.
“Well, maybe you did it at his place?”
“No, it can’t be because we were partying at a nightclub last night.”
“Since when do nightclubs allow in a bunch of twenty year-olds?” she asked, certain they must have been stopped at the door for IDs. She couldn’t say about the others, but Brad’s cute baby face did give away his age.
“They don’t, but Ian somehow knew a few guys working at this nightclub that we went to, so we were able to sneak in.” He grinned.
Leslie suddenly wished she could have joined them. “Lucky you!” Now she couldn’t wait for May to arrive; that was when she turned twenty-one. She had been planning it in her mind forever. “So you met this mysterious guy in that club?”
“Yes, I think so.” Brad chewed on his lower lip.
“Well, what did he say to you? What did he look like?”
Brad turned sorrowful. “If I only knew….” He hung his head down and began to pull on his hair. “Fuck, Les!” He yelled, then looked up, scowling at her. “I can’t seem to remember any of it. The only thing that has managed to stay stuck in my memory is the mind-blowing sex that I had with him. I even remember all the positions we did it in, and God, that guy has the stamina of a wild lion, I tell you.”
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I picked this review book up without knowing anything about it. Not a thing. I don’t know why I never read the blurb or looked at any tags – but, you know what? It worked out brilliantly because it was as if I was on the same voyage of discovery as Bradley. And it blew “our” minds 🙂
Brad is a virgin. He has been saving himself for that special someone, and when that wonderful night comes and goes – who you gonna call?? Your best friend of course. I loved Leslie (the best friend) she was almost as thrilled as Brad that the deed had been done. Finally. The only catch is Brad can’t really remember much about the night, apart from it being awesome! Leslie and Brad try to step back through the night to see if any memories are triggered – so first stop is Ian (the mutual friend who had helped get them all into the night club where Brad is determined that he met the man of his dreams) can he remember seeing Brad leave with someone? Gah!!! I loved Ian too! I blame the mohawk! ♥
The upshot (without spoiling) is that Ian seems to know something and agrees to take them back to the club to see what they can uncover. And this is where the fun starts!
I really enjoyed this book. For a short story, Sid Love has managed to create a great little world with Vampires that can reproduce, not merely sire by turning a human through a bite, and the subsequent Dhampir is a force to be reckoned with ; and characters that I really loved. I see the possibility of more in this world, and will definitely read it! For a first book I am impressed – the language used is quite old fashioned, in a way, but this lends itself perfectly to the tone of the book – which reads a bit like a fairytale.
I liked it! Go. Buy the book!
Rated 4 stars by Barb
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Sid Love grew up in one of busiest cities in the world, Mumbai, listening to the excerpts of Indian epics from his father every night. While it served as an inspiration back in time, he has always had an ambitious mind. In 2007, when he had just turned sixteen, he decided that he would make his lifelong dream come true—to become a well-known, respected author some day.
Ask him and he would refuse to accept that he is obsessed with books. Or movies. Or TV shows. Addicted may even be the right word. He is a die-hard fan of Jane Austen’s romance novels and loves to reread them time and again.
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THE TOUR SCHEDULE
10th – Andrew Q. Gordon – Author Interview
11th – MM Good Book Reviews – Promo Spotlight + Review
– Sue Brown – Guest Post
12th – Joyfully Jay – Guest Post
– Rhys Ford – Promo Spotlight
13th – Live Your Life, Buy the Books – Promo Spotlight + Review
– Rick R. Reed – Guest Post
14th – The Novel Approach (Lisa Horan) – Review
– RJ Scott – Promo Spotlight
17th – Mrs. Condit & Friends – Promo Spotlight + Review
– Madison Parker – Guest Post “Valentine’s Day”
18th – Prism Book Alliance – Author Interview
– Alicia Nordwell – Promo Spotlight
19th – Pants off Reviews – Review
– JP Barnaby – Guest Post
20th – Elisa Rolle – Guest Post
– Cate Ashwood – Author Q&A
21st – Kimi-chan – Review
– Aisling Mancy – Promo Spotlight
24th – My Fiction Nook – Promo Spotlight + Review
25th – Book Reviews & More by Kathy – Interview
– Elin Gregory – Promo Spotlight & Interview
26th – Sinfully Sexy – Guest Post
– Michael Rupured – Guest Post
27th – Z A Maxfield – Promo Spotlight
28th – Fallen Angel Reviews – Spotlight + Review
– Charlie Cochet – Guest Post